I'm very confused.
So recently I went to see the movie michael with my friends. Although I did lie to my mom that I was going with my colleagues and not friends. Cause she won't let me go if I tell her the truth. And since the day i have come back. My life has been miserable. I never go out. My mom made sure my first 17 years of life were completely in enclosed walls. This felt like a breath of fresh air. But as soon as I come home? My mom says "that was your last time btw , you're never going out again" I was so confused. I don't know what i did wrong. I earn my money. I spent my own money. And instead of keeping it to herself she told my dad that I went to the movie ( he's already physically, mentally and emotionally abusive ) he comes home and says "tell your colleagues or whatever that you are never going out ever again with them" I was like wtf did I do , so I asked him a simple question "why?" He got enraged and hit and is now accusing me of talking back to him. Even my mother is supporting him. There is no way out of this hell. I'm loosing my hope every single day. It's slipping little by little. And before you all say something like seek help or run away. I have tried it all. Authorities won't help. Running away didn't work. Therapist doesn't work because they think they are the only ones who are right and the whole world is wrong. I think I'll not be here for longer but if anyone from my family comes across this , just letting you know that my mom and dad were the reason if anything ever happens to me. Please don't let them touch my dead body.