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[astro.com] - 6th house saturn return
i need help please!
i have started my saturn return in aries, 6th house and i am STRUGGLING
(any sort of advice, shared experience or chart reading would be so helpful and appreciated)
last year i worked and worked and worked and ignored my body screaming at me for rest which resulted in injuring my back (i work as a bartender in a very busy venue).
due to this, i booked 1 week off work which resulted in my shifts being drastically reduced.
fast forward to feb this year, i randomly one day experience horrible vertigo, fist time ive ever had vertigo. then 2 weeks later i became sick, which brought the vertigo back. i spent 2 weeks bed ridden with this sickness and debilitating vertigo. the vertigo lessened but remained.
in march, i discovered all my bedroom furniture was full of toxic black mould. this was also making me really sick. i lost my bedroom and almost everything that was in it and have been sleeping on a temporary mattress on the floor of a spare room ever since.
due to all of this, i have missed a lot of work and am currently only being rostered for 1 shift every 2-3 weeks. i still experience vertigo every single day, just at varying levels of intensity, i have developed horrible health anxiety, im now also suffering from chronic fatigue, i can no longer take my prescribed adhd medication as im suddenly reacting badly to it, due to not taking my medication i have gained about 6kg in 2 months and feel like i am constantly binge eating, and i feel like i catch some type of sickness every time i leave my house.
prior to all this (january) i spent a lot of my free time researching what to expect for my saturn return and became very paranoid about health problems and losing my job and i feel like i in some messed up way manifested this all.
and while i do very much enjoy spending time in bed doing nothing (taurus things), i am also battling feelings of being stuck.
is there any advice you could give me (besides the obvious things like go to a doctor, apply for new jobs) on how to move forward, based off of my chart?
if you have gone through/are currently going through 6th house saturn return, what were/are your experiences with it? how did you cope? what things worked for you? what lessons did you learn?