u/Alive-Belt-243

I'm a 30m and I give up hope on alot of things in life for my own good. I think it'll be better for my mental health if I don't get my hopes up for finding a wife and having a family. Or even having a happy social life. The more I get my hopes up but see nothing but missed opportunities and failure in my life, the more I start to think about self deletion. And I don't think that is an option. I hate that so many people are pushed toward self deletion during these lonely times. Anybody that is having those thoughts, please pray or reach out to someone for moral support. 🙏🏾