u/Alicechayos

All I ever do anymore is drink, go to work, drink some more, masturbate probably way too much, drink even more and go to sleep. I dont have any friends or family to support me and Id hate to reach out to coworkers or something for support because thats just really awkward. I dont have any drive to even get better, despite being able to see clearly what my issues are and what my life would look like if I could even fix them. I think its over for me and I dont really care to try anymore.