u/AliDaStoner420

My life started in the worst way possible no money whatsoever being the poorest out of every single person we've ever come across. Don't get it twisted we had the necessities like rice n beans and bread. But everything was so minimal. Going to school always hungry, them school breakfast smelt so good but had no money to get any so I had to watch others and smell what they were eating. I used to hide in the library whenever it is was food time. My focus during school was non existent but could never figure out why, teachers classed me as a dumb student why I got only E's F'S and U's upgradeable. Every exam I have failed cuz of focus , only to find out I've been struggling with ADHD and the whole time through school and college no one figured it out, now I'm 26 doing my own research I clearly have ADHD. How the teachers didn't know idk. Hanging out with friends when they all had money for burgers and they had to offer when I couldn't afford I had to day I'm not hungry. That has affected me getting a stable job cuz who wants to hire someone with 0 qualifications, school set me up to fail from the Beginning. No one can save and the only way out I see is ending it all to finally be at peace. Unless someone can save me