Need help and advice
I just wanted some advice for myself because it often gets me thinking and down and I hate myself for feeling like this. I feel like I’ve struggled financially my whole life. Alhamdulliah I am in a much better place than i thought I’d be but it’s taken hard work and cutting back on lots of things. I still cannot afford a lot of things but alhamdulliah for everything I have. But I feel like whatever I have earned is through halal means but I have people around me doing benefit fraud, housing fraud and having child after child just to be able to keep their benefits and then there is me who has to work hard- still doesn’t have enough money as those around me, struggling to conceive and yet those who claim benefits around me pretending to be single when they are not are having as many children as their heart desires. I feel it’s unfair yet Allah swt has blessed me but I feel envious and I don’t want to feel like this. How is it fair that someone earning though halal means has less than those earning through haram? And that too for years and years