u/AlbatrossOrganic30

ive been living on my own for about 4 years now. just got married. but i feel like im not doing enough. i dont have enough money to get an apartment, having to constantly look for second jobs or do side gigs to have extra money. no one around me is contributing to bills. my bank account has been in the negatives for god knows how long. is this what the life i wanted to grow up so bad for? cause i cant take it anymore. the one thing i love doing apparently is too much. people are around me but they don’t know wtf is going on. i dont feel supported and i feel like its not even worth it. i feel like im at my breaking point because i’ve been feeling like wanting to isolate myself from everyone else.

idk what to do now. i was diagnosed with PCOS in January but couldnt continue treatment due to insurance issues. so now i’m just free ballin it. my last period was in February. i wasn’t shocked that i didn’t get my period in March due to the stresses of my wedding, but shocked about missing April. idk what to do, but i also like not having a period