u/Alarming-Horror6671

I'm in Mexico right now doing some work/travel but want to purely travel July, August, and September. Where are the best places in the world for this time of year. Trying to stick to $70/day but would blow the budget for some cool festivals or something really worth it. I don't drink but still enjoy dancing and having a good time. I enjoy nature, culture, and meeting new cool people. A lot of what i am doing right now is really isolating so it would be nice to be around people.

This thing of limerence is new to me. But its debilitating. I have been getting so hooked. It started about a year ago after getting sober. I am ADHD but my neurologist thinks im also AUD and need to get tested. I had kinda a fucked up childhood. Is this rooted in childhood trauma? How can I make this stop?

I have pretty high emotional intelligence overall. I have no problem identifying feelings within myself or others. I can easily fully understand where they come from, cause and effect, and communicate about them. Vulnerability doesn't bother me at all. I have been told by women its one of my super powers (I'm a man)

The problem is I have no containment and I'm not very grounded. I'm not very angry or anything. Its more like my love for people and ability to easily connect with them on a deeper level can kinda come out sideways and I guess very ungrounded. Maybe overwhelming for others or appear a bit unstable? Not unstable like hot and cold but just to much.

How can I fix this? I think it really prevents me from having the relationships I want. Its probably relevant that I am AuDHD.

Does anyone have experience with this combo or any combination of 2 of these?

I am thinking about taking:

80-100mg LSD

200mg Mescaline

100mg MDMA

I would take the LSD or Mescaline first or at the same time. Not really sure. They have about the same duration of effect. Then take the MDMA 4 or 5 hours later.

Or

200-250mg Mescaline

100mg MDMD + 80mg booster

Take the Mescaline first then 4 hours later take the MDMA, and then 2.5 hours later take the booster.

Does anyone have any experience combining any of these other than the classic candy flip?

The obvious answer would be a suit case or backpack right? In the past, I have always used backpacks for long more adventurpus trips and suite cases for short trips to cities. I'm 35 now and my back hurts. I am starting a long trip soon where I will be in a mixture of cities and urban areas, as well as more secluded places out in nature on adventures.

Has anyone tried those backpacks that also have wheels? Are they worth a shit? It would be nice to be able to roll my bag in airports or big cities, but also have a backpack for my more adventurous destinations and activities.

The obvious answer would be a backpack right? Thats what I have always used in the past, but I'm 35 and my back hurts. During my last trip (ended when I was 30) I remember thinking I need a new pack or something.

Has anyone tried those backpacks that also have wheels? Are they worth a shit? It would be nice to be able to roll my bag in airports or big cities, but also have a backpack for my more adventurous destinations and activities.