19 can yall tell me memories of when you have had good times with friends. i just wanna hear smth
I hate typing this but I've had 2 childhood friends that was neighbors next to me and I've been friends with them for ever but I stopped talking to them. same with a middle school friend (that wasn't a neighbor). I haven't talked to any 3 of them in 8-6 months and even when i talked to all of them i still was like a wall of communication on my side cuz im so bad at speaking. My childhood friends I've known for like 13 years tries to contact me but im to idk. But I always go back to the memories I've had with them, yknow being little kids drinking out the hose or play cops and robbers and fall on our hands and scrape the shit out of them and continue playing. but the past 5-6 years while in high school I never had friends and my childhood friends never went to any schools (3rd friend never went to hs with me) so i was always by myself in high school and id see everyone laughin and goofin around but ive never experienced it with people i dont know, if that makes sense. i spent so long yappin about all this but to end this off.
Ive been alone pretty much my entire life and id love to know whats its like to go to a party or any fun times you've had with your buddies, or if you want to say anthing about anything, or vent. id love to hear it
(if anyone says i can still experience this ^, trust me. i wont)