u/Ailitsa_

22(F). I'm relapsing in anorexia. I have this shit since i'm 15 years old and it comes in waves. Last relapse i was about 20 years old and I could have died, had to go to the hospital for 3 months and all.

Yes i talked to my psy and yes i have stronger meds but it doesn't help.

Right now i'm relapsing and i'm so fucking tired. I'm so fucking tired. So fucking tired. I want this to stop.

TW sexual abuse.

I developped anorexia after i was raped at 14. It didn't started because i "wanted to be pretty" or things like that so advices about accepting my beauty won't help.