u/Aikiga

I’m in my early 20s and so far life isn’t fun. I don’t wanna go to school. I don’t wanna work. I don’t wanna do anything. I’ve been pushing to get a good life but all I've felt since becoming an adult is depression and despair. I'm too much of a coward to take my own life so I’m just stuck.When people say over time it’ll get better but so far it has been worse. I don’t wanna do this with mental illness for 40 plus years if I make it that long.