u/Aidan247

I was having a really good day. Just working and talking to friends. Listening to music and a book. But this feeling just came on again. And I felt myself just fall into a bad place again. Back into that self hatred for myself. That feeling of not being enough for anyone. That feeling that I'm failing everyone and everything around me. And when I try and tell myself I'm not. It just gets heavier and louder. I feel stupid. I feel stupid writing this now. I feel stupid for feeling this way. Its an endless loop i can't stop.