This was made 6 years ago when I was big into the series. I don’t remember why i made half of the design choices i did (the 002 in katakana in behind or whatever it says on her face), but i’m still proud of this one and want to show it off
My all time favorite panels from the manga (excluding the panel of kei, kato, tae, and ayumu at the end)
to preface, I am not the biggest fan of tate (i just havent listened to her music yet), but i actively remember listening to (and loving) one day every day on my way to school in fifth grade. the problem is, i was in fifth grade in 2015, while one day was released in 2017. 2015 i didnt use official apps like spotify or anything, so maybe it was unreleased on another platform? thats really the only thing i can come up with, however i can’t find anything about it
Like in the title, I want to preface this by saying that I am officially diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder and adhd, not bpd. however, my schizoaffective diagnosis comes from a previous suicide attempt, which sent me into psychosis, and eventually a psych ward for a bit. i can’t even say i fully understand both of these diagnoses, mainly because all of the professionals i’ve talked to barely care enough to explain rather than label. but from the people in my life that i’ve talked to about my experiences and thoughts (mainly one other friend who was diagnosed with bpd and growing up with someone who was schizophrenic (not related by blood, and i only remember one instance of psychosis happening), but these were enough for me to truly start questioning whether or not my diagnosis is correct. one other thing i should say is, i have very bad communication issues. i almost never bring up stuff thats bothering me on my own (and barely when prompted), often times because i can’t truly articulate what i want to say without it being immensely convoluted or sounding like made up bullshit (at least to me). i guess the main reason i’m convinced of the bpd is because i struggle with my self image a lot, and carry a lot of guilt for the anger i’ve felt towards current friends and family, and past relationships with women.
im sorry if this doesn’t sound cohesive or even sensible, im not very good at staying on topic