How does this girl feel towards me?
We were always in proximity walking to and from school. We never really spoke but had small interactions. She commented randomly that I wore a different coat daily and also randomly swiped my snap story up about my knee condition saying she had the same and there is nothing to worry about. Out of nowhere she became hostile towards me and I just felt it. She never invited me to one of her party’s and invited everyone else in the group and I remember I asked her a few times if I could come and she exploded at me. She said “no! You’re literally so annoying”. She had a wide eyed look and it just felt performative. After she said it she stared at me with that look for a second and had a look of contemplation. Later that year she let me come to her house for pre prom — and judging from her previous actions, I’m not sure why.
Years later I was dancing in a group and she joined it because she knew someone in it. I seen her next to me in my side eye when we were all dancing. She was constantly looking at me whilst singing and dancing. I was trying to ignore her because of past indifference but felt bad for some reason. I turned and acknowledged her. She was kneeling back with her hand in the air singing but completely locked onto me with a face of anticipation. She seemed very vulnerable and I realised this, so I hugged her. She seemed surprised and we all just carried on. After the group dispersed she came to me and tapped my shoulder saying my name. She introduced me to a colleague and said I used to go to school with her. Her colleague never spoke to me just touched my hair and she stepped in with the school line and pulled her away. I remember I held the door for them when they left and her colleague said thank you, she didn’t say anything but she had this weird creep like walk on her tip toes. She was looking forward but I could tell she was looking at me in her peripheral. She seemed aware.
A few weeks after the this I seen her and she just completely ignored me. After that she went by again. I looked in her direction to see she was looking at me and she just completely froze and wide eyed me. I was like wtf is going on. It felt charged and lasted a few seconds. She broke it putting her head down.
What are your thoughts?