Feeling hopeless
I’ve been dealing with irritation down there for over a month now. I’ve been treated for bv and yeast only once tho. I have these white clumps in my pee sometimes and white sediment. My sister also gets this tho so idk. I have my pee tested multiple times. On top of it, I had to switch insurances but it’s taking 3 months to go into effect so rn I’m paying everything out of pocket and I’m running out of money. The tests and the visits are so expensive. Now I’m running into the issue of what this is going to do to my relationship. We went from having a lot of sex to not being able to bc of my vaginal issues. He’s been reassuring me and telling me I’m a good girlfriend, etc. but it’s still bugging me. I’m so scared he’s going to leave me it’s all I think about. I try to be the best girlfriend I can and I feel so bad we cant have sex rn. I know this stems from previous relationships where I was left bc I was scared to have sex. I just feel so defeated rn. Any kind words or slaps of reality would be appreciated thank you.