Ayahuasca this weekend in the states
This will be my 5th and 6th ceremony sitting with ayahuasca.
Long story short I met someone who facilitates ayahuasca ceremonies in my home town. It was like the universe was pulling strings to get me to meet this person. He invited me this weekend to sit with the medicine again. Which feels like a blessing as I’ve been struggling recently.
I would love to go into detail, but I’ll save it.
So I decided to say yes to the ceremonies this weekend. Especially because I lhad a family die last month on my birthday. All of these little signs the Universe keeps displaying is leading me to sitting with the medicine again.
I obviously have some concerns. That being:
Even though the medicine was brewed in Peru by Shipibo, it feels strange not sitting in a traditional meloka with maestros/as.
I won’t have the option to go outside…I live in a city so the thought of cars isn’t something that seems like I’d be thrilled to hear
I have a very clean diet to begin with, but that doesn’t mean it’s perfect. I consume caffeine, chicken, tuna, and sometimes dairy. I’m not perfect, but my health does feel good. I would say my biggest concern is the diet. Last time I sat with aya I held a strict diet one month prior to ceremonies.
I’m not really looking for advice unless you feel like sharing a person experience that spontaneously guided you to sit with Aya with little to no preparation.
My life is feeling chaotic with the passing of my Uncle. And last night in my dream he was trying to communicate.
It’s been 7 months since my last ceremonies in Peru, sometimes I question if it’s too soon…but I gotta say, with everything that’s happened in the last week, I feel genuinely pulled back to the arms of Ayahuasca. Even if it is in the States.