A couple of months ago, my partner and I were on a family trip with my in laws. They know I get weird about having sex with one of our parents in the next room over, it's just a respect thing for me. I was getting ready to shower and they were sitting in the bathroom with me and started trying to pressure me into having sex right there in the bathroom and wouldn't take 'no' for an answer. I ended up giving in just so they would stop and leave me alone.
I feel.... disrespected and defiled. The love for my partner is gone. I don't want them to touch me or get to close. It's really really hard right now since we have a child together.
How do I handle this? How do I get through it? Where do I go from here? I am so lost and sad and hurt and feel stuck.