u/Aggravating_Gap_6292

PROBLEM/GOAL: Right now, YES. Just now, Nakipag video call mother ko sa ex step dad ko. She’s drunk.

CONTEXT:
That Ex Step dad is abusive, when they broke up he broke into our house, threatened us, and he also cheated on my mom.

Etong recent step father ko, Mabait at masipag. Bakit pa nagccheat nanay ko dito jusko. Saan niya ba nakukuha lakas ng loob e hindi nga siya nagttrabaho

Should I snitch and tell my step-father?

CONSEQUENCES:

1. Masisira relationship ko with my mother.
2. Nakatira kami sa step father ko, if they broke up, wala na kaming titirahan
3. It feels suffocating and too tiring to butt in on my mother’s relationship problems. This is my 5th step father fyi. But the Konsensya and awa sa step father ko… He treated us as his own children. Right know as im typing, he’s out there working.

PREVIOUS ATTEMPTS:
Nag cheat na mother ko sakanya dati(Just 2yrs ago)
It was traumatizing.

PROBLEM/GOAL: as exactly as the title says, Gusto ko i-try maging walker for money.

CONTEXT: I badly need money kasi I have 3 other siblings that are still in school and yung mother ko walang work. Yung step father ko 8k a month lang sinasahod. And I also need money para sa college ko since I decided to pursue pre-med.

Back then, Merong matanda (male, around in his 40s) offered me to work for him as a walker, or pwede din niya ako ikasal sa anak niyang lalaki. But I refused. Looking back at it now, I shouldve accepted the offer. And since na-offer na ako non dati, I feel like I have a knack for it.

I graduated with highest honors back then(it helped me makakuha ng scholarship), and worked freelance, pero its not enough to support pre-med course.

I feel like being a walker will help. Pero i’m scared of:

1. Judgment
2. Pregnancy
3. its affects on my mental health

Is it worth to try?
Meron din ba sainyo na cinonsider/cinoconsider maging walker?