i turned 30 a last year, got engaged a month before that. and then lost my job two months ago. my fiance and I moved to europe last fall for him to follow his dream, and I've been struggling. between having no community here, job hunting being a nightmare, and our engagement on the rocks (we're both not sure if we're a good long-term fit anymore), I've been feeling like an absolute failure. I also used to work out every day, but haven't since we've moved here because frankly, I am so unmotivated. not where i thought i would be at 30, and definitely not how I thought living in Europe/being engaged would turn out. i don't know what to do anymore. I used to be on SSRIs for depression and anxiety, but I stopped taking them last year, and I've been contemplating on taking them again (likely will begin retaking them). Also due to the rockiness of my relationship, I'm considering going back home. But I don't know if that's the right to do because it'll likely just result in the end of our relationship.
I'd imagine I'm not the only one who's been in a similar situation, so for those who have, how did you navigate?