u/Aggravating-Hope-964

Trans girl, bit over a month on hormones, 2*2 orally + androcur. Due to my negligence in the first three weeks of hormones, I really struggle to first get it hard, and then keep it. My partner is on their last straw with me. I'm in a long term relationship, however I've been far from perfect, below bare minimum most of the time, therefore my partner doesn't necessarily feel loved by me. I'm trying to be better for them, but I couldn't even upkeep my body, and sex is really important for us, my partner told me that they're considering ending things since not only I can't do the bare minimum, now I can't even have sex, and if I do, I go soft after about 10 minutes, which makes them feel like I'm not even attracted to them. I'm at a loss and I don't know what to do. I feel like I fucked up my relationship, not only couldn't I do the basics things for a relationship to work, now I can't even have sex that works.