u/After-Brother6642

Does anyone really have any sort of control over their type 1? 15 years in, pumps, pods, nutrition and fitness coaches and i can't get more than a day with decent glucose management. It ALWAYS goes high. ALWAYS. All I have to do is wake up, and its on. Same foods work well one day and the next my sugars go to 300 eating the exact same things. Im just tired of feeling sick all the time. I hear stories of people in great physical condition, well controlled diabetes, and I just don't believe it. My body won't stop eating itself. Do I feel sorry for mys3lf...yeah a little bit, but more than that im just over it. This is a stupid way to live.