Problem/Goal: I've been going through a lot these past couple of months but especially today. The person I loved and trusted the most in the whole wide word, took advantage of me, betrayed me in every imaginable way possible, cheated on me, accused me of something I did not do, ruined my reputation, left me with debts, committed crimes against me, and a lot of unknowns.
Context: I'm in my 30s now and it sucks having to start over again but it's what I'm facing. With everything that has happened to me, I am also battling mental health issues but my finances are whack and I cannot really afford to seek out help from a mental health professional.
I'm just really trying to get by and survive, day by day. I don't have a great support system but I choose to live, despite my ugly and negative self-destructive thoughts.
Any help would be great and is much appreciated.