so it’s going to sound absolutely horrible but i M20 met a girl F20 like a week and a half ago and to be honest it’s an insane honeymoon stage on both ends. this girl is genuinely obsessed with me and i really like her too but she says she loves me and doesn’t know what she’d do without me and it’s been a WEEK.
we have alot of stuff in common probably more than anyone ive ever met and i went over to her house for the first time and things got heated and we had sex which is very important because the last time she had sex was when she was 15 and didn’t even do it with her bf she was with for years.
the sex was amazing for both of us though and the chemistry is so good with us in literally every aspect but im just not that attracted to her physically.
the issue besides that in of itself is i mean this girl is like obsessed with me and literally out of the blue started crying saying “im sorry im ugly” completely unprovoked so she clearly already has issues with it and i think things were rushed way too quick and I feel like im in too deep to ask her to take things slower because thats something i should’ve said before we had sex.
it’s not like i dont want to be with her or anything but i just feel like things got way too out of hand and i feel horrible for second guessing a relationship with someone who is virtually perfect for me just because of something as simple as looks.