u/Afraid-Airline7466

So, I watch porn regularly, I might be addicted. I was exposed to it at 11 years old, I start with pictures and went to videos. I now watch porn almost everyday, every time I watch, my inner voice tells all the bad self talk, this is a shameful thing, you’re a loser, have a life and so on. I only get 10% of pleasure when watching porn and 90% is just my soul scream of pain and shame. I need to figure out what is happening to me, why I chose this bad habit everyday? What I’m trying to run from ? Haven’t I had enough love ? Can you help me please like a little brother I’m in a big pain. 😟 thank you.