u/Affectionateweasel

I got screamed at for 20 min last night because I do not understand what my bf does for work. Like he actually screamed at me, my ears were ringing once he finally stopped. He went upstairs to bed after and I just sat there in shock. After a while I decided to get up to sleep in the guest room bed and my dog refused to let me go upstairs. So I went back to the couch and she laid right on top of me. That was the moment I realized this is not ok. It’s not normal. I do not deserve this.

He yells at me all the time but this is the first time I feel angry towards him and not angry with myself for “messing” up. I have been so gaslit into thinking I’m the problem when it’s him.

Anyways, I’m leaving him.