Hi CM,
I think our last meet will be the last time I’ll see you. Thank you for spending time with me. I will always cherish our little moments—especially the times you made me feel like I mattered. But it’s time for me to face reality.
You keep saying na gusto mo ko, but you’re not yet ready for a relationship. I’ve been trying to understand, pero hindi matanggap ng puso ko. I know it’s an obvious rejection, and I hate that I can’t seem to put a wall between us.
So, favor na lang, if you’re really sure that you don’t want a relationship with me, please pray for me. Pray that I lose this desire to be with you, and that I’ll eventually find the right person for me. I want to move on kasi araw-araw pa rin akong umaasa kahit alam kong malabo. I miss you so bad, but I want to finally let you go.
Goodbye, my almost rainbow.
-AA