I don’t think I’ve ever felt this broken before.
I met her randomly on the internet. It wasn’t supposed to be anything serious. But somehow, it became everything. Five years of loving her, trusting her, building a life in my head where she was always there.
She wasn’t just someone I loved she was my home.
There were nights where it felt like nothing in the world could touch us. I remember telling her I felt “1000%” for her and I meant it with everything in me.
And then one day it was gone.
No warning that made sense. No way to prepare. She just told me she didn’t want me anymore. After five years. Just like that.
I begged. I tried to hold on. I didn’t want to lose her. But the truth was something I couldn’t fight she had changed. She realized she was more into girls, and I wasn’t the person she wanted anymore.
That moment didn’t just hurt it shattered me.
I had panic attacks. I couldn’t breathe properly. I couldn’t think. It felt like my entire life collapsed in a single moment. Every plan, every dream I had it all disappeared with her.
And now I’m just here.
Trying to survive each day. Trying to understand how someone can go from being your whole world to a memory overnight.
I feel lost. I feel empty. And honestly I feel alone.