u/Affectionate-Net4393

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what can i do to get out of this loop? i dont want to repeat previous mistakes that were made when seeking adrenaline or some sort of rush but i am definitely feeling a bit insane. Questioning my relationship, the city i currently live in, my job, my wants and needs and how are they being met. It seems as though a blindfold has been removed from my eyes and i’m able to see what has been sucking my energy and it where it has been going and it certainly has not been going to me. I am tired of being the most most loving, caring and outmost supportive person to everyone around me and receive nothing in return. I desperately feel the need to book a flight anywhere right now but can’t because of work. I have danced, exercised, journaled, to keep my sanity but nothing seems to help…

Looking to partner up with an instructor for outdoor classes in nyc! DM if interested!