u/Affectionate-Buy5737

Me and my girlfriend were having a wonderful evening. We started with some kissing and cuddling. Then we went out and I bought her food and we cooked it togather life was amazing we were smiling etc. by the way she 18 and me 20 I was at her house and her parents weren’t around they usually aren’t. It’s her brother that’s always around but today he was gone. By the time we got done eating it was around 9:05-9:10 and I always leave at 10 because I have work the next morning and her parents have a curfew. We got into bed starting cuddling a little touching. Then she said. Go to the gas station about 8 minutes up the road and buy condoms. I told her I really don’t want to leave the bed we’re all settled in and I don’t want to go all the way to the gas station and us only have 20-25 minutes or so to have sex and it be rushed. I loved where we was and it felt amazing to be holding her I just really hate condoms and don’t get me wrong if she would have asked earlier like when we went out for food I would have got them. But I didn’t want to miss any time holding her especially with less than a hour left. When I said I didn’t want too in my opinion a very respectful way she got so sad and quiet and just seemed like I shattered everything. It’s the next morning I feel like she’s lost trust in me a little and she’s just not acting the same. Am I in the right or wrong and what’s going on😂