I graduated last year. Have done BTech in Computer science. I have clarity that I don't want to do a 9 to 5 job basically.
My college life was horrible. I didn't explore, I lost myself completely and developed some fears which I don't really have.Lost my hobbies, Spark, Everything.
Things I wanted to try, the way I am, My choices
Everything.
I took maths and later chose computer science engineering.
I had purpose of becoming financially independent.
was not able to. My parents Blame me for all of it.
I am 23, now discussion regarding marriage is going on
which is taking a troll of my head.
I am in my home town. All of my age grp is gone. Only senior citizens around me.
Now, I want to be a better, I want to heal
I want to travel, meet people,
Basically Freedom.
Everybody around me question everything of mine.
dress I wear, Food I eat, How much, my spendings, my way of living................ IT'S Just too much coming all at once.
I want to earn, real good.
I want to get my spark, Myself back completely.
Whatever I want obviously I need money.
I don't know what I am doing, Why am I doing it
no clue.
Need help.
Not been able to have any vision.
People suggest that I should find my niche.
have read some of the quotes
" Money is a tool, Goal is Freedom "
why..............