Context: Soooo i have been feeling like I’m constantly going back and forth in my current romantic relationship and it has been distressing. Couple of readings have showed seven of pentacles or the world (reversed) before that i understood as me needing to be more patient to work things out because there is a purpose that hasn’t been completed yet.
Hence, the question: What is the situation, truth/purpose and advice for me in this relationship?
Deck: The original tarot deck by Waite-Smith
Spread:
Situation- 2 of swords
Truth/purpose- The sun
Advice- 4 of pentacles (Rx); Clarifier- King of Wands
Bottom of the deck- Queen of wands
I didn’t intend to do reversals. 4 of pentacles was literally the only reversed card on my deck. And the clarifier, King of Wands fell on top of 4 of pentacles horizontally
Interpretation:
Currently, Im having two minds about this relationship (duh) and feel stuck in this loop or “paralysis” and Im not exactly facing something here. It has been overwhelming.
This relationship’s purpose has been to bring out the inner child within us. It is a healing experience. We are to experience a lot of innocent joy and find vitality in our lives again through each other. This relationship’s teaching us how to be successful and abundant in life and love and feel confident.
The 4 of pentacles (Rx) seems to put focus on some controlling energy and insecurities i have in this relationship. Im not sure if it is the need to control the stability or the joys I sometimes get or if it is the relationship w him itself. Maybe it could be just my earthly attachments that I don’t feel secure about in general rn. With the KoW, I wonder if it is talking about needing to let go of control and insecurities with the help of my partner’s passionate energy and presence. Because the bottom deck is QoW and this entire The Sun journey is also for me to feel more independent and passionate and whimsy and joy and creative again (sunflowers in both The Sun and QoW felt like me from my ‘inner child to QoW ‘ journey w my KoW).
But is it asking me to slowly let go of my relationship with him and be more independent? Ughhhh idkkkk help please 🥲