I made the biggest mistake and it cost me the girl i loved most
Hi, I’m not really too sure what I am looking for, maybe someone in a similar position to me and i’d just like a real conversation. I lost my girlfriend of over two years on Thursday because of mistakes I had made and I will never understand why. She was my bestfriend and the only girl I ever felt real love for yet I still hurt her so much. She wants nothing to do with me, I have been blocked on literally every social media possible and I’m not sure where to go from here or how to cope. I mentally cannot process the pain and upset I have brought upon her and I don’t know how I can live with that sort of regret forever. I would really just like someone to talk to and gain some advice. Maybe there is someone in a similar position to me. I feel very alone and honestly scared.