I used to have rly long nice hair but I’ve been dying to cut it all cool like Ramona flowers for forever so yesterday I chopped it all off. And now I’m like 100% sure I look like Dora the Explorer. I feel like it makes my face look really chubby and underages me a lot. Let me know how to fix it!
We were together for three years. Met when I was 19 and he was 22. It was the real deal for a good long while. We fell so deeply in love, his family became my family. We had the wedding planned, the house, the countryside. Then things started getting bad and neither of us could fix it even though we really tried. Something went wrong, something went sour, and we broke up. (Semi mutually? And then I begged for him to take me back lol). We’ve been broken up for about two months now and it’s been absolute hell. I just found out he has a girlfriend now through some friends that still follow his insta. He called her his wife. In fact he changed his Instagram bio to “my wife has a gun”. I didn’t get a single post on his instagram until 2.5 years into the relationship and now he’s calling another woman his wife. He knows I still love him, I got drunk and texted him that last night. “Oh my god I love you and I want nothing but the best for your family and your girl and your future” nothing crazy. I just don’t understand how he moved on so fast. Most likely he’s only known her for a month or so. He was going to marry me, I was going to marry him, we planned it. We knew the rings. I feel so tossed aside and so forgotten so fast. I love him. I still believe he’s my soul mate. And he’s already moved on??? I don’t know what to with this pain at all, I kinda wanna.. idk hurt myself a little or be dumb and do self destructive stuff. I just miss him. I don’t understand where all the love goes. I still have it, I will always have it. Where did his go?
Where did it all go?