what is the cure of my underconfident and depressed ahh
i feel so stuck right now in my life, idk where to put my frustration out, college will be over in almost 20 days, i feel in the last 3 yrs of my college i have seen people transforming their body, getting confident but here i am same as i was in year 1, skinny, underweight, doesn't know how to talk easily panics in tough situations. Its not like i never wanted to improve, but all my focus went in study i was preparing for CFA level 1 and now i have my exam for level 2, i am not one of those who can do everything perfectly at the same time, level 2 is so crazy hard i mean those long dense case studies just sometimes make me dizzy. it was tough managing college exams along with CFA level 1 and 2, i am a punching bag in my grp of people due to my personality, they make fun of my posture and body coz i am being to skinny now and weak, i feel i don't know how to speak up properly in society, i don't know i feel like i am sick of something lack of energy levels, no enthusiasm in life just studying for an exam, expecting a job, where a lot of automation is suspected in the future, i feel so hopeless, so tired.