its just the most brutal fact of all time. do not let anything fool you. take n number of drops if needed. go to a private college and spend 40 lakhs but if u are getting the options of opting out of the ece and mae hell of igdtuw then act on it. its horrible and it will wreck your soul.
i am in a very happy healthy relationship with a guy i think might be the one for me in the longer run but i am extremely critical of people (men) in my life and i think its an awful trait to have sometimes. my brain really tricks me into thinking about the tiniest of details that mean nothing at all when i ponder upon it but the initial spiral gets me going wild as hell. i tell my boyfriend most of my thoughts but ive been keeping this to myself but i fear that as and when we will get closer i will end up letting him know of these intrusive bits too and it will ruin what we have. how to stop myself from creating a performance review of everything that he says or does.