i’m sorry if this isn’t the right place for this, please point me somewhere better if it’s the case, but:
i need to know how to cope with this. i will never feel like a woman, or look like one, or even mistaken for one. i’ve been on hrt for 4 years, i voice train and dress femininely, i have a feminine haircut. all i ever hear is sir. all i ever get is shafted, be it out of jobs or otherwise. how do i cope. please don’t tell me to love myself. please don’t tell me to just “know im a woman because i am one” or any of that crap. i need real help. no amount of self gaslighting is gonna alleviate my dysphoria. i just tried to have sex for the first time in months and broke down crying and i’m hiding in the closet. because they touched it, i let them, i told them to, but it was like getting shot.