I feel lonely even with my partner and friends. How do you learn to build real connections after growing up without a pillar？
I’m wondering if there’s anyone you have the experience like me but you handle pretty well right now.also knowing how to see these things.
I’m 23f and I feel like it’s more hard for me to build connections with people I met in this age. But also, like now, I feel more safe and easier to share my thoughts with u guys online. Besides, sometimes I felt loneliness with my BF,friends,family, even though we were “ together”. I just felt like, there’s no one in my life is the pillar which can make me feel I connection. And I know maybe it’s related to background I grew up. Since my parents were divorced when I was in 6 and actually my mom left when I was in 5. After that, I keep changing my living environment,such as living in 3 different baby sister home between my 6-12. After that, boarding school for 5 years from my junior to senior.I just realized this experience made me independent in physically way but not in mentally.
I’m not a native speaker. So I don’t know whether I described the feelings in a suitable way to make u understand.
Still, I’m appreciative anyone who read my words!