I'm just looking for good friends. I don't really rmb how good and healthy friendship feels like . I want to be friends with someone who would teach me to be a better person and is kind. I want friends close to my age. I like to watch shows.
Sometimes I wonder if I was super pretty would I still be someone who could be let go of easily? I think people would treat me better if I was pretty. They wouldn't have let go of me easily and put more efforts for me. It's okay that I look average or maybe ugly for some people. I'm okay with it I guess I just don't like when people who think I'm not pretty enough or like yk gorgeous, say that they like me because they are also thinking they can do better. If you think you can do better then go do better, leave me aloneeee lol. I just want to feel enough and I don't know when will that happen. I really just want to feel pretty and smart or just worthy of someone's effort which I should feel even if I am not super pretty
I'm 21. I like to watch shows. I am super bored. I just want to talkkkk to someone. Tell me why are you looking for friends on reddit and what does friendship means to you.
Sorry for posting here so often lately. I know feeling hopeless and confused are normal when you are in your 20s but sometimes I need a lot of motivation to actually believe I'm going to be okay. I am not constantly worrying about my looks but I also don't think I look the best. I think I look average which is sad because I feel like every one should atleast think they look the best. Sometimes I am insecure about my looks and other times I'm insecure about how awkward and behind I am from others my age. I am not feeling that bad today but I just wanted to interact with people here i guess. I just like it when someone understands me because. I don't know why I chose these weird pics of me lol but I like these more than when I'm pretending to smile and stuff.
I am going to have a bad day tmr so I'm just preparing myself by posting it here. I had a bad day today too tho lol. I don't know the last time I had a good day but like I am not very sad I am just never very happy I guess. I try to be better and happier but then it every thing just gets more worse. I just don't fit in with others. I am so awkward and so easy to leave lol .
I feel very lost in life and just want some motivation
I don't feel good. I feel so lonely but I also don't want to be around people bc they suck. I just want to be understood
Life sucks. I am sad I'm sad I'm sad I'm sad
It sucks
I want to be happy
I want to feel enough
I feel cringe when I say these things