Will I ever win my battle against infidelity? I(20) have been struggling with lustful tendencies & infidelity since a super young age. Growing up I was never one to cheat/want to hurt my partner. In the past few years my battle against lust got worse & worse. I ended up hurting my partner(21) multiple times and she has even given me multiple chances to change. My lady is an amazing lover, friend & partner I want to be the man I was supposed to be before I let my infidelity take over. I am ashamed of who I became when the voice in the back of my head always felt guilty and told me not to do it. I want to fix things in my relationship I know it won’t change/fix overnight and will take time, there are times where I want to fix things and rebuild our our foundation but but there are other times I feel as if it’d be better to let my partner be free from the pain and let her go.
Will I ever win my battle? What are ways you guys overcame ur obstacles.
Thanks for taking time to read this. I’m done not taking accountability this is something I’ve always wanted to address.