u/Adorable-Alps-5518

English is not my first language, so I'm sorry for any grammatical mistakes. I'm 20, male and I thought about not being in the right body since I was 10. Through my life I did small steps to obtain attributes that are associated with females: I regularly shave my face and body, my hair is pretty long for a male, my wardrobe has many so called "unisex" items. It is very hard, nearly impossible in my country to start hrt and government of my country has declared a law on lgbtq "propaganda", so being trans openly can be risky for me. So I'm asking: what can I do, besides the things that I already do, to look like a woman? I doubt that I'll ever go outside of a room but I want at least to look at my mirror reflection and see a female, happy version of myself in it. The body parts that concern me most are my flat breasts, wide shoulders and face (defined chins), tho I'm looking on advices on every body part. Thank you in advance for all your advices❤