\[subhah subhah\]
So I am a 19F turned 19 recently...!
I am a engineering student first year i am very intelligent and knowledgeable I am not bragging the things once I learn in class if I listen to those boring lectures i topped in my first exam.
Now unfortunately I bunked so many classes literally attendance is in 20% now real one my ftnds have put proxy yet
So ppl around me my classmates every one believe i know whole syllabus arey simple basic subs hai na
But idk in deep
It feels I am faking it this semester
I am unable to sit and study also
Nhi horaha hai bhaii sabbbb😭
Ghar main bhi mahool kharab hai
Mera bhaiya ke wajse roz kuch na kuch papa and mummy ke saath Naya jagada karta hai..!
And ab toh aaj subhah subhah hi mere ek cousin ne
He touched me very badly
He has already done these before but never went inside my clothes today he did
Niche tak when I was asleep
I thought ye sapne main kuch hai
Unless I woke up and saw my undergarments thrown down the bed
Toh sab samaj agaya
Idk what to do and what not to do atp
I can't fake it anymore (hardwork nhi hota mere se but classes sab maine miss kardi hai 2 din mai exams)
Mere cousin ne sexually completely assault kara hai
I feel terrible subhah hi
I was in shower for an hour i never use it
Balti and mug use karti hu
But I feel i don't want my body anymore
I feel very terrible