Going to rant a little, probably going to be put on academic suspension due to bad grades, there’s a chance I may not but I’m not counting on it because I would need to score at least 90% or higher on all my finals and needing my teachers to be nice enough to let me get late work and make up for absents (sending out the emails tomorrow). I know it’s all my fault for not getting work done and this is all on me. Whenever I try to get work done I can never motivate myself even if I take away all the distraction, I would sit there and day dream than get work done. No joke I have sat for an hour or 2 just staring off into space in front of my assignment.
This is the most stressful thing I been though because it’s not going to go away till I get my final grades which would take 2 weeks. I’m disappointed in myself because I am smart, I got honor roll all throughout high school. I’m upset I’m going to need to break it to my parents. I honestly don’t know how they will react. I’m probably going to get yelled at but idk what would happen after.
I know if I do I’ll probably get a job for the time or go to community college for that semester. But idk what to do after, what’s going to stop me from doing this and getting dismissed from my college. I don’t really have anything that I want to do with my degree I just kinda like it.