Okay so i’m a sophomore in college working as an RA. It’s almost the end of the semester. My Best friend who is a heavy smoker asked me to take an edible with her. I don’t smoke weed anymore and i have a very low tolerance. I’m not sure what was going through my head when I told her yes but worst decision of my life.
At first it started out fine but as time went by, it got worse. I started freaking out really bad and having panic attacks. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and me freaking out made her freak out even more which made me lose my shit. My anxiety was through the roof and I threw up 2 times. She thought I was having an asthma attack so she called 911. I truly thought I was dying. The worst part? All my vitals were fine, I was just having really bad paranoia.
So my school found out and we have a disciplinary hearing tomorrow with the vice president. He’s scary and I don’t know what to do, im genuinely so scared. I know actions of consequences and i’m smarter than this but either way I’ve never been through something like this before. I’m a model student (most of the time) and I’ve never gotten in trouble before. I’m so depressed right now I feel like I ruined everything. My boyfriend is pretty stressed out and he’s like “I can’t deal with this” I feel like one decision just messed up the course of my life. It’s been 2 days and I still feel a bit high.
Any advice?