u/Administrative_Net80

Nothing is interesting me and I often think about death. I cannot keep the job. I work 7 days and then I quit because im unable physically. I tried physical work, bc there is non other job i can find. Im socially turned off. Im not interested in getting to know new people. What to talk about even with them. I wont build a family. I know it. I dont have and skills that I could pass to children. I am a failure. I want to end my life at this point as my life is going nowhere. Sad and silent for most time. My doctor heal(treat?) me from diagnosed schizophrenia that im certain i do not have. Im telling him im depressed but he kinda ignore it and doesnt prescribe me anything for it. I dont have driving license. Im scared to drive. Damn I am loser. I dont even know why i am crying here.