u/AdhesivenessSame4740

I wish I never met you. I wish I never experienced how it felt with you. I want to forget the night we shared. I hate remembering how my heart beat so fast when I was around you. How your words made me feel so special, like a person with value for the first time in so long. I need to forget it all because it is clear you lied. I'll never understand you pursuing me knowing anything long term between us wouldn't ever happen. You had to know id never leave him no matter how miserable I was. You are my biggest regret my worst mistake and my punishment for my sin, is my inability to let you go at least in my mind.