I had a fight with my sister over her destroying something of mine after I’d politely asked her not to touch a few times.
My mother said it wasn’t that big of a deal and that I was looking for a fight and told me to get out
It happened at 9 o’clock and I left in only a shirt, trousers, shoes and no coat. I walked for ages and sat down occasionally, looking at the moon and talking or praying. I had my phone but nobody tried to reach me.
I was walking home and felt faint and fell. I have a condition so this is common for me. But a police car saw me walking down and stopped.
I’m 18 but look young so they don’t believe me and thought I was a young person out, they offered to take me home but I kept refusing scared of my parents knowing.
I fell faint again and collapsed infront of them, came too with them above me, they said that they’d have to take me home.
When I got home I had to wake my mother up, she was angry but unphased. She angrily asked me where I’d been before going down to talk to them. She just explained my condition and said it was known that I collapse.
I feel wrong about it all. I wasn’t in the wrong for being angry and it wasn’t my fault, I didn’t want a fight but she made it out like I did, then at her last chance to be a mother she didn’t even try contact me knowing I’d went out without a jacket at night. Then she was angry with me for being found, the tone she used was accusatory which is how she acts when she thinks I’ve done something wrong. Then she didn’t even speak to me, the police seemed surprised or concerned at how little she cared but this hasn’t happened before, I’m not like this.
She didn’t even talk to me after. I think I’ve lost my mother. I’ve had mental health issues for a long time and she’s never been much support. She hit me in childhood and favoured my sister a lot. I dont know what to think and the only mother I have doesn’t seem to love me.