u/Adept_Schedule84

I don’t know how to start. I a Male, high school age. I don’t feel comfortable with sharing my specific age and this is a throwaway. My friend of 3 years just found out I’m dating a guy she doesn’t like. They’ve been friends for 3 years while me and the guy she doesn’t like have been friends for 4. I don’t know what happened but yesterday she found out. I don’t know if this is even written correctly or not. I just want to do something. I had suicidal thoughts before due to bullying and they’re just coming back. I feel as if I’m leaving stuff out. I don’t know who told her too. I just want to talk to someone, but I have no one to talk to. I’m sorry if this is confusing. I’ve been up for a while.