Hi 24M here,..I have had 3 relationships in my life,first was my teenage love,the crazy kind,did everything a teenager would do,made promises to marry each other,whole school knew,eventually our families too,in short it lasted for over 5 years,nd eventually we broke up because I found she was cheating,she including her mom nd cxns asked me to give her a last chance or else she will die,I just got convinced,also I was madly in love with her,..gave her the chance,found she is cheating once again,told everything to her family and broke up with her..meanwhile her elder sister got in contact with me,nd told me to move on,it's better for u both,tried to help me coupe up with the heartbreak...we kept talking for a while,we got pretty attached to each other,so I one day told her that we should stop talking with each other because I'm getting a feeling that we might take any wrong step,she just brushed it off casually and said nothing will happen...long story short we got in a relationship with each other without any proposal..it lasted near about 2.5years,in between we lived together as well for some time,her family came to know about that,nd I broke up with her cause there was no future...
Fast forward to 2023,was single for 2 years,had lost trust in relationships,and got accustomed to single life,until a girl came in my life,proposed me,told me she has had a crush on me for quite a while,but didn't had the courage to express her feelings,(BTW she was 2 years younger than me)..I was stunned,didn't knew how to react,asked for advice from my same age cousin brother, he convinced me to give it a chance,maybe it was destined to be...Took some time,but eventually accepted it...2 years passed by in a blink,nd I was attached to here more than my last two exes,it was a completely different nd deep bond with her..everything was going good,until one day out of nowhere she said she wants to breakup nd leave me,I thought it was just her taking the anger on me,or trying to get my full attention,at that time I didn't think much of it,we stopped talking for 2 days,till I started to miss her badly,I contacted her,but I was blocked from everywhere,socials,direct,etc...I wrote her a direct text to call me immediately, she replied that she has already moved on,nd to not contact her from now,I was extremely shocked, anxiety and panic took over,I started calling her continously until she finally called back,nd said not to call her or contact here,delete her pics,nd everything,..I told her to meet me,that I'll be waiting at the bus stand where she takes a bus to her town,she never responded,still block,I started waiting at the bus stand checking every bus eventually finding her ,I immediately got inside nd sat beside her,nd trust me when I say this,the treatment she gave me,God it's the biggest heartbreak of my life,I tried to talk nd hold her hand,but she pushed it away,saying don't make a scene or I'll scream,extremely rudely nd zero hesitation in her eyes eventually forcing me to get off...long story short I was heartbroken,nd got in extreme depression nd insomnia....lot happened after that,but eventually I recovered myself,Took me almost a year....so I've been single for quite some time nd had promised myself never to get in a relationship again traumatized by the heartbreak,until now...I have decided to just let bygones be bygones nd start fresh,give it a try,nd try not to get too close to anyone...
So yeah,any advice,suggestions or comments..