u/Additional_While_82

Honestly i’m only 17 and i know i haven’t been around for that long. But i feel like ive been alone my entire life. I’ve had/have friends and family but i still feel so alone. My family don’t understand me and i have a bit of resentment towards them, at times i feel like a stranger in my own house. My real friends are far away from me to the point where i can’t see them in person. All my real love interests i’ve never even met them in person. i’m tired of all my bonds being through a screen. And i’m tired of not having a real connection with anyone. i rely a lot on romance to feel cared for and like a person but again, doing that through a screen only gets u so far. Sometimes i think im better off alone and God is looking out for me by keeping me isolated. But it feels like torture and it makes me feel like a loser. There’s nothing wrong with me, im smart, funny, kind, a great listener, and a deep thinker. But i’m still so alone nd idk what to do or how much longer i can live like this.