Cooked in life need advice
I am from this college name vit bhopal in my 4th year idhar ke khane paani ki wjje se meri lagbhag 22 backs hai I know I can clear then but me numb hota ja rha hu dheere dheere Abt this life thing this was the peak I will get in my whole life but it got wasted due to the only fact that my body didn't adapt in harsh conditions and i couldn't cope with exam man I am blaming myself my parents more than enough not gonna die here I need to grow and want to do better ps in sab ke beech I never did work on my skills and shit pls anyone help I have no ppl left who are on my side to talk Abt this everyone blames including myself I need some form of advice and support from the internet to keep on going yesterday I went to a lake alone in midnight to smoke not telling anyone I started at literall darkness for 5hrs straight ps. I need help from you guys
Pls I need this a call from me